What's my title?

Look at my smile, it only exists when I'm with you.

2012-01-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

A date to remember.

2011-12-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

Macds breakfast > Polaroids > Starbucks > Artscience Museum > Marina Bay Sands > Takashimaya > (play hide and seek) Kinokuniya > Scape > Buangkok > Massages > Laughters > Heart to heart talks > Home.

I've never felt so happy before in my life.

Sometimes, only music knows how I feel inside.

2011-11-24T18:29:00.003+08:00

Jepun boy.

2011-10-12T21:19:00.004+08:00

Thank you for being part of me. Alhamdulilah ♥

Things that I miss.

2011-10-03T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hi I love you, can we stop arguing already? It's killing me as much as it's killing you.

We sure are cute for two ugly people.

2011-10-01T19:48:00.005+08:00

I don't want anyone else. I can't see myself with anyone else. I thought you're just like any one out there, but instead, you proved me wrong. I'm glad that I'm yours and you're mine. Yes, we had ups and downs. Some people even tried to tear us apart. I just really hope you won't start to lose feelings for me because my feelings for you gets stronger and stronger each and every day. I do love you a lot Aliif Zulfikaar.

What a smelly face....

2011-09-25T14:20:00.004+08:00

But at least I learnt how to make this gif. Thank you Johnny for being an inspiration. <3

The reason why I'm smiling right now.

2011-09-17T16:38:00.001+08:00

Selamat hari raya.

2011-09-02T16:44:00.002+08:00

The hungry elephant.

2011-08-09T11:44:00.002+08:00

Excuse the hair please. This was taken last night. My sister bought for me cat & elephant ears. Idk for what reason but I'm gonna use it for photoshoot. Happy girl. Time check it's 11:45am and I'm bored sitting in the living room alone while the others are still rumbling on the bed. Listening to some sad songs on a national day. If only I could go out or if I have a boyfriend, we two will be like kissing under the fireworks. Aww wouldn't it be great? OH K DREAM ON.

Hi mata ikan.

2011-08-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

Just trying out. Anyway, assignments are piling up. Digital imaging. Photography. Ceramic lessons. Life skills projects. May I survive till the end of this year and hello year two.

Selamat berpuasa.

2011-07-31T16:02:00.002+08:00

Meow. August starts tomorrow, in fact I'm excited for this month. Not only looking forward for my birthday but the start of Ramadhan too. It's all about self-redemption and bringing myself closer to the Almighty. Amin.

Behind these castle walls.

2011-07-24T15:26:00.004+08:00

I don't mind you abhorring me. I don't mind you telling me lies. I don't mind you cursing me. I don't mind you swearing at me. I don't mind you spitting vulgar towards me. I don't mind you being rude to me. I don't mind if you don't treat me like your own sister. I don't mind if you hate spending time with me. I just want you to shut up and be a good girl. No matter what, you're still my sister, my only one. My blood. I love you beach. :B

Sparkle night oh.

2011-07-16T11:41:00.004+08:00

No matter how bad the school system was, or how many times I tell myself to quit school. Eyecandy or the first "high school" romance. The awesome people around me who got my back, or the fake friends that had me backstabbed. The teachers that made me yawn, or the ones that made my results better. Despite the remedials or night studies. These four years or being a Punggolite, was memorable. I'd still miss being a secondary school kid.

A break-up over jealousy. What's new?

2011-07-15T07:59:00.002+08:00

This has gotta be the good life.

2011-07-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

Thank you Zulfikaar, for not giving up no matter how hard it is to be with me. Thanks for this snapback. Till now, I just can't remove it from my head. I love you to the moon and back. Chey, step romantic only. We need to spend time together again. Like soon.

Who says you're not worth it?

2011-07-12T19:09:00.003+08:00

Just came back from school. It was really a short day. Thank God. It starts at 1, and unexpectedly ended at 3pm. Hehe, happy. Trimmed my hair and roam around Hougang mall. So, I bought a pair of owl earrings. Happy girl. But apparently, I'm sad too because I didn't get to spend time with baby, like again. Sigh. "If it's meant to be, it will happen." I believe Allah knows what is the best for us. :)

I hope you're reading this eventhough it's nothing special.

2011-07-11T20:50:00.006+08:00

Despite all arguments, assumptions and the pain we've been through, love will keep us together. Yup, we made it. Our first month. You know I love you, and I know you love me. Can't wait to hear your voice tonight okay botak boy. Hugs.

You don't know what you got until it's gone.

2011-07-09T14:35:00.003+08:00

Got the news yesterday that my granny was sick, very sick. She could hardly move her muscle. She was pale-looking. I was freaking sad to hear, and on the other hand I had to cancel my plans with love and Shahrizuan. I ruined their weekends. I hope they understand my situation. I'd appreciate if you guys do. Last night, I followed her to the clinic. She got two injections at her back. I saw it. I couldn't stand the sight though. Her muscles was weak, and whenever she wants to move, she tend to feel the pain. She has Parkinson's disease too. Google it if you're unsure. She has another check-up on Tuesday. I want to follow but I have school. A little bit longer and she'll be fine. InsyaAllah. She never fails to brought up a smile for her grandchildren. She's strong. Atok mak, my prayers are all on you. I love you so much.

I'd ask how you are, but I don't really care.

2011-07-04T20:17:00.007+08:00

We (and others) cared about you. We used to be your "close" friend. We used to share jokes together. We used to go breaks together and hang out after school. We used to exchange cameras and take shots. We used to be your listening ears. We used to help you. We used to mug before exams at Macds. Until that one day she entered our life, and you left. No one is putting the blame on her. Just because of the pasts you stop being with us? Sigh, you're so unreasonable. You said we replaced you. We did not. You said she took over your place. We did not. You said we forgot about you cause we found a new friend. Still, we did not. You didn't realize. It's just you who refused to let go of the pasts. You didn't want to move forward. You're such a jerk. I guess karma has come back around, someone played with your heart. Someone used a fake account to own you. When I warned you, you accused me of stalking you. What? What's the point of having Facebook account when you update about it? Asking for attention I supposed. I've unfriend you nicely, and you were unhappy, then you blocked me. It's alright. I forgive you, but I'm sorry for the hatred. We're better off without you, eventhough I always felt the pain. So, let's end this with three words. Fuck You Alfee. :)

Damn.

2011-07-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

How I wish you were here.... with me.

Made in Thailand.

2011-07-02T20:30:00.007+08:00

Should have brought along my camera stand.......

Iridescent.

2011-07-01T13:36:00.008+08:00

Transformers 3 is a must watch movie. No regrets. With or without Megan fox, it is still beyond fascinating. And I'm in love with Bumblebee. He has this sad face just like I do whenever I don't smile. Oh, we're meant to be right? Hehehe.

Bam ratatata tatatatata.

2011-06-30T20:11:00.001+08:00

Transformers 3 with family tonight at 10:30pm. Excited, with love.

Oh hi,

2011-06-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

and goodbye braids.

U NI.

2011-06-28T22:18:00.006+08:00

Hi people! After 10 days of not meeting each other, we finally did! God knows how much I missed her, her jokes, her nonsense, her harshy side, her smile and everything about her. Went to ehub to find rollers but unfortunately none was in sight so we ate at Macds! I didn't have mcspicy like usually I did cause I was on diet, not. I ate double cheeseburger instead. Surprisingly my jokes made her burst into laughters soooo loud. Louder than a group of Thailand girls who act like as if it's their house. Okay enough of them. After lunch, we went to pasir ris park. The best part. We did nothing interesting, just that we recorded our epicness and videos related to our life. Mostly love life. Yup, most of the time I was confessing on how much I miss Alyph. Sigh. I can't wait for the videos to be edited by her. Went to Whitesands, and bumped into him but.... we were like strangers cause he was working. #sad

To this girl, thank you so much for the things you did for me. I know I can't make you happy but yeah, I'll be there for you through thick and thin. Love you bitch! Muahzzzz.

Sometimes I wonder...

2011-06-28T11:56:00.001+08:00

who still reads my blog or am I just entertaining myself? LOLOLOLOLOLLLOOL.

I love you like a love song.

2011-06-27T21:27:00.005+08:00

Went jogging with my sister today. Never felt rejuvenated for so long. But it feels good though. And a lot of people have been asking me if I'm attached or not. The answer is yes. I am happily attached to....

Cause baby, you smile, i smile.

2011-06-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

This is some old shit, but it's still awesome. He's Aiezat, one of my best cousins too. So I rot at home today. And eat. And eat. And eat again. And eat. And eat. And eat. And eat, after that eat again. And eat. So much for wanting to lose weight. But okay, I'm still going swimming every Saturday, which explains why I have broad shoulders. Toodles x.

I think I saw you in my sleep, darling.

2011-06-25T18:36:00.003+08:00

Yay! I'm back. I bet you all miss me. Haha. Phuket was gooood. The hotel named Baumanburi. The luxurious toilet. The beaches. The waves. The surfers. The hot dudes. The cheap items on sale. The food. The tom yam. The family bonding. The mini safari. The snake show. The baby elephant. The Chihuahua that can do the "Sawadeekap" hand sign. The braids. The banana Nutella pancake. Oh yes. I miss these already. Alhamdulilah, the vacation was satisfying. Well, the photos will be uploaded soon! No worries people.

Hugs and kisses from me to you.

2011-06-20T22:45:00.004+08:00

This was two years ago when I first went on a vacation to Phuket. I'm going again tomorrow. For 3 days or more. I'm having fever now, which sucks big time. My flight will be in the morning. Don't have to send me off from the airport okay. Hahahaha. I'll miss you all. See you soon! xo

Alhamdulilah.

2011-06-20T14:24:00.001+08:00

I can be your bestfriend, you can be my homie.

2011-06-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

This is our first picture, before we were even together. It took me 5 months to call him officially mine. Blame the pasts, but I'm over it now. Actually today was supposed to be the last time, I'll ever see him again during holidays. Because my dad will be around and I'm going for a vacation, somewhere. So, he came to my place to return my camera. After that, we hugged and kissed goodbye. I can't help it, but to cry when he walk away. I gave him a call, and then he appeared at my doorstep again just to assure whether I'm alright. He bought me lots of Kinder Bueno. He told me this, "When you miss me, eat this". Well, KB has been always our favourite. Not forgetting iced lemon tea too. It's been a long time since I updated our monologue. I told him to update it while I'm gone. Guess what? He surprised me with Dr Dre earpiece. God, I'm in love.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

2011-06-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

Went to catch Laddaland on Thursday with Amira, Alyph and Edir. It was.... fuck yeah scary. The last part was indeed touching. Sigh. Look at the picture above. Look at my cheeks. Doesn't it remind you of kueh pau? Or maybe fishball, or cheeseballs? Oh my oh my oh my, I need to lose weight, pronto.

I didn't know where to turn to.

2011-06-17T15:18:00.004+08:00

Hello people. Holidays are here. Thank God! I'm tired of school somehow. For these 5 weeks, I'm gonna brush up on my drawings. But for sure I'll be procrastinating. Life. Currently feeling so bored. Nothing interesting to do. I finished cleaning up my room. It looks so much better than before. Dusts were chased away too. Besides, my parents will be coming home in 2 days. :D

Leggo.

2011-06-03T00:00:00.008+08:00

I went out with these three lovely people today. From Tampines to Vivocity. Shopping at Topshop and New look. Still unsatisfied. I'm desperate for crop tops selling at Forever 21. Oh, great Singapore sale, please stay forever. Unfortunately from tomorrow onwards I'm gonna touch my notes. Exam in 3 days time. :O

And, Amira and I were wearing the same top.
And, it's Fred Perry.

Photoshop much?

2011-05-29T23:20:00.004+08:00

Oh hi people. June is drawing near and exams are around the corner. I've yet to revise 20 over chapters. Can you believe that? Somebody shoot me. Good luck for those who are taking MT O levels paper. Sigh. I miss sitting one corner, trying to memorize peribahasa (proverbs). I realized that I grew up so fast. But alhamdulilah, things are getting better around.

"Pain makes you stronger, tears makes you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future."

I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now.

2011-05-25T19:56:00.002+08:00

The title says it all. You may think that ITE students doesn't experience stress. But in fact, I already am. I realize designing courses burn our pockets. Without money I can't print, bind or whatever go to do with designing. This course lasts for two years. Endure. I was thinking about Laselle after these but we all know that the fees are beyond expensive. Sigh. If only we don't have to worry about the money like what Jessie J said.

Confessions.

2011-05-19T16:31:00.004+08:00

I’m loud.
I’m sarcastic.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
I’m easy to get along with.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I have a piercing.
I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.
I have at least ten REAL friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve taken a bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours straight on the computer.

Music:

I listen to R&B.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I download music.
I buy CDs.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and liked America’s Next Top Model.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

Hair:

I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve had blonde streaks.
I’ve had been blonde.
I’ve had black hair.
I’ve been a ginger.
I’ve been light brown.
I use conditioner.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.

Which should I go for?

2011-05-08T22:20:00.001+08:00

Whenever you call baby, I roll up

2011-05-06T21:21:00.003+08:00

Love is distracting sometimes. It furthers me from God, from studies, from friends and worst, from families. That's why I stopped. I gave up. But, I couldn't stop having a crush on this particular person. Probably because he inspires me to be a better person.

The lazyday.

2011-04-23T23:04:00.005+08:00

We were suppose to visit the library and do some research on drawing (animals). Plans failed. Instead Amira came to my crib and we laughed our ass out. We managed to complete our homework too okay. Goodgirls.

WE NO BOYFRIEND NO PROBLEM ONE (Y)

Okay.....

2011-04-10T18:35:00.003+08:00

I need Macbook pro with a better webcam quality.

OH PLEASE DADDY ~

I need it for school too.

Hoo hoooooo.

2011-04-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

I love you two to death.

Flaws.

2011-03-28T16:55:00.005+08:00

I may not be the prettiest, skinniest, most talented, most popular, but I believe that I was born a champion. Chey. Like a boss.

Come pick me up.

2011-03-20T08:45:00.003+08:00

Haha this was taken during the second day of school. I look messy I know. And look at my arms. I'm gaining weight. I keep telling myself to do some work outs, but I just can't. This lazy attitude of mine is taking over. I'm only watching my diet. Sometimes I eat twice a day. It's unhealthy. I have to stop. I have to change this eating habit. Thank God, Tumblr helped me out. Somehow.

It's okay not to be okay.

2011-02-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

God. I've been abandoning this blog. I'm only active here. Things have been great so far, Alhamdulilah. I was busy with school assignments. So many things to complete yet so little time. Sigh. I miss being in secondary school. I used to complain life was hell there. But actually, no. Anyway, there's no point looking back. Right? I'm happy now. Really happy :)

Happykid_

2011-01-28T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hi. Sorry about my absence in blogging. Was busy with school. My desktop's internet connection isn't working. How sad. I miss Tumblrin' cause I always reblog stuffs like almost everyday! Sigh. Thank God it's Friday. End of third week of school. So far so great. I love TC1101A.

Your guardian angel.

2011-01-20T19:46:00.003+08:00

That was a little something I made for Shahrizuan for his birthday. I just came back home. Still in my uniform. I'm so lazy to bathe. And thank God it's Friday tomorrow! I love TC1101A :)

I miss 45ri.

2011-01-13T19:07:00.007+08:00

So far, I fell in love with my course. Surrounded by cheerful classmates, awesome teachers and not forgetting my Amira. Like what I predicted, more assignments coming up. I'll endure :)

I wish matreps and minahreps don't exist in my school or don't exist at all.

2011-01-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Catching snowflakes.

2011-01-08T14:20:00.004+08:00

These photos were taken yesterday before campfire. Like duh I was suffering from boredom. It's a stay at home Saturday today. My mum isn't well so I have to take good care of her. While myself having body aches here and there. I feel fatigue. Currently listening to Pixie Lott's songs. I can related myself to her songs, just like 'Broken Arrow' Sigh. Last night, I cried myself to sleep. I keep telling myself that everything is going to be okay. But again, this sadness is killing me.

Ya Allah, semoga Engkau tetap dan selalu bersamaku.

:/

2011-01-07T13:03:00.004+08:00

Hi. You guys may think I'm happy with my life now but actually it's a no. Well, no point wasting time being sad. Whatever it takes, i have to be strong :)

Happy birthday n_n

2011-01-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

R.I.P 2010

2011-01-02T13:46:00.011+08:00

I lost the guy I loved, the most, but I'm over it.

First date with Ashikin darling to Sentosa.

The bond between us, through thick and thin.

Eat together, stay together with 4N2'10.

A surprise birthday cake from my bestfriend.

We got closer.

Mugging sessions before N levels' papers.

New friends.

The drama club outing. Yes, drama module was fun.

Trip to Doha with family.

An eyecandy.

Catching some fireworks at Punggol, mingle at town.

Twenty ten was an awesome year. It's history.

Have a great year ahead everyone! n_n

I want to kiss you under the fireworks.

2010-12-31T17:13:00.005+08:00

Hi. Happy new year's eve! I've been stuffing myself with junk food these days. I'm fatty bom bom and I approve this message!

15 + 1 = 16.

2010-12-30T22:21:00.007+08:00

If you guys were to read my archives, it was just last year when we did a video for Shafiq's birthday. It's still fresh in my memory. This boy can watch NC16 movies already! Chey. Happy birthday! May your wishes come true. Keep in contact alright, xoxo.

Inhale love, exhale hate.

2010-12-29T02:21:00.006+08:00

"If you truly love or like someone, fuck who judges about your relationship and fuck everyone that doubts it and just fuck everyone's opinions. Done. You shouldn't be worrying about other people's negative statements, anyways."

Mhhhm. It hit me in the head hard.

Last monday of the year.

2010-12-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

I was having my nap...

A very nice one...

When suddenly I got a phone call from ITE saying that I passed the drawing test/interview and I'll be taking Visual communication as my course next year. Oh Allah, I'm so happy. Thank you very much. What I like most about the campus is the people, friendly, the one that smiles. Oh yes, that one. I like! And gotta get used to seeing mat/minahreps everyday in school. Hehehe.

Ho ho ho.

2010-12-25T20:33:00.005+08:00

1. Merry xmas to everyone who is celebrating it.
2. I stayed at home, do nothing.
3. I'm hungry right now but I'm lazy to get up and hunt for food.
4. There's bbq tomorrow. Should i be happy?
5. My blog seems plain without any songs playing.
6. I am having a crush on someone.

K bye \(^o^)/

It's all about last night.

2010-12-24T15:03:00.004+08:00

This may be the last moments spent together. I will miss you guys, like alot. Thank you for yesterday I had fun till I didn't want to go home. Now i'm kinda grounded for being home around 2am last night. Whooooops! On Monday I'll be heading ITE Tampines for interview & drawing test. I can't wait! Wish me all the best, lovelove :3

It has always been you.

2010-12-22T14:00:00.002+08:00

Oh hello people. I'm getting ready to visit my granny at Loyang. Sigh, god knows how much I missed her. I've been worrying. I hope she's okay. I can't wait to hug and kiss her. Will be heading there. Forever alone lah me. And another thing is, I just recovered from food poisoning. How sad. I vomited like five times last night and I couldn't sleep well. Thank god i am feeling better now. So, will blog sooner or later. Have a good day readers :)

You turned my frown upside down.

2010-12-20T22:45:00.006+08:00

First of all, I missed going out with Shahrizuan. Before this everytime we planned out, it's always rearranged. Thank god today turned out pretty well. Finally had Mcspicy, at our favourite place to reminisce and also Starbucks. It's been a long time since we let everything out. We shared laughters and silly acts of me talking about someone who turns out to be a Malay. Tsk, stupid idiot. But he's cute though. Okay shut up. Walkabouts at town made my leg cramp, till now. But it was all worth it, spending time with my bestfriend.

Dear you,
All the best for your O levels. Kick that lazy habit of yours and get back to work okay. I love you very much. We're gonna be apart next year but it won't separate our friendship. 3 years and still counting till forever ends.
Love, me.

Same goes to you Shahrouk :)

Yes i am gonna be your girl.

2010-12-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

I'm gone for good.

2010-12-17T21:38:00.008+08:00

My secondary school life officially ends here. I'm sad but happy at the same time. I got good grades and my parents were proud of me. But I guess secondary five wasn't the choice for me. Goodbye punggol uniform, skirt, and books. I'm continuing my studies in ITE :) I pray for the best. Amin. Thank you for supporting me. I'll miss my bestfriends, friends and even alibis. I love you guys and I promise you I won't forget about you people cause you guys were the ones who found myself smiling again :)

A heart swollen with hidden emotions.

2010-12-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day. I feel afraid, nervous, fearful, jittery, tense, shaky, nervy, apprehensive, edgy, querulous and any words that are related to these. I hope Allah heard my prayers. And besides that, I'm going to hug everyone that completes my 2010. Without them, this year wouldn't be filled with happiness, sadness and even memories. I love my life!

December, please last forever.

2010-12-15T23:55:00.006+08:00

Happy kid. No, not true. Sigh. Two more days. Am i going to make it? Insya Allah. And yes, you are observant enough to realize that I changed my spectacles :D

Still alive, barely breathing.

2010-12-13T20:45:00.008+08:00

Hello earthlings. I'm back from Qatar. It feels good to be back home. I missed my bed terribly. Now that I'm back here, I feel bloody worried about this Friday. You know why?! Cause (i wasn't suppose to even remind myself about this but) N level's results will be released on that day. Uniforms, students, friends, teachers, haters, tears of joys, and even regrets? Shit. Be positive, Nadia.

Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia.

2010-12-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

Kisah kasih di sekolah.

2010-12-07T16:05:00.006+08:00

Hi people. I'm still at Qatar. Holidays were extended and will come back on the 11th of December. After that, I'm not looking forward to the GCE N levels results. I don't wish to go home when my results will be terrible :/

Because you’re the only hope for me.

2010-11-28T16:43:00.009+08:00

Dear diary, things has been completely going well now. Bonding with family after so long, it feels good to be back as one. Thanks Allah, for everything. My friends are missing me too much till my eyelashes keep dropping. Haha, eleven more days till I set my butt back on Singapore again. And oh, I'm a happy kid now :D

Saying hello from Qatar: 10:13 AM

2010-11-25T15:13:00.005+08:00

Yay! I found the time to update my blog. Currently using my dad's laptop secretly. 7 hours on the plane was too much for me. Butt cramps, and never felt so restless before. I met alot of Eurasians and Arab dudes, it turns me on! OYEAAAA! After I reached Dad's house, all I did was sleep. I still feel tired after that, jet lag much. There's cats here! Cuteeeee. Okay I have to go, will try to update soon. InsyaAllah. You take care alright :)

p/s I appreciate these three dudes who sent me off before I go. And also those who sent me a farewell messages, thank you all of you. Lots of love from me to you ;)

"No one belongs here more than you"

2010-11-22T16:44:00.002+08:00

Dear A, I hate what happened to us. It hurts and I miss you. I don't know if you really wanted me to let you go or if that was just a cover up, but it makes me sad to know I can't make you happy anymore. I know you promised things, and not a single one came true, but somehow it's what I like about you. You make me smile when no one else could. And yeah, I get annoyed, it happens, but I wouldn't want to change a damn thing about you, I like you for the way you are, the guy you used to be, the guy I fell in love with. And, I know you felt something too, cause I know you can't just forget about me. I know you ask about me, in hope I'll talk to you again someday. I gave you space and I don't know what more I can do. However, we haven't tried everything yet. We haven't actually been in love.

eh u yes u

2010-11-17T18:25:00.008+08:00

So, how's your day Nadia?

It was alright. I feel hungry every minute. I don't know why. I ate 'rendang' for breakfast and it doesn't satisfy me! I've not eaten lunch yet! It's already 6 plus plus. Feed me, I'm very hungry. If not I EAT you.

And and and, from tomorrow onwards, I'll be freaking busy with family plans. Chalet, uncle's wedding and etc. Sigh, how to meet my friends!? Especially Shahrizuan. Missing all of them right now. They mean the world to me and I love them :) Heeeee. Ugh, okay got to go. Toodles!

I would die for ya baby but you won't do the same.

2010-11-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

These photos were taken last month before my FNN paper. Time flies so fast. Going to be busy during this upcoming weeks. I'm flying off on the 23rd. Yes, I would like all of you to give me a goodbye hug before I go. Sigh. With love, me.

Twelve eleven ten.

2010-11-14T15:38:00.003+08:00

Another best moments together, this month.

I wonder when will be the next?

I need this.

2010-11-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

Fly like a G6.

2010-11-06T12:52:00.002+08:00

I love my sister.

Although she is annoying, but I still do.

neninenipoopoo.

Job hunting with Shahrizuan later.

Not for me, but him.

I can't wait to get my butt inside the aeroplane

in three weeks time.

^^,

P is for picnic.

2010-11-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

You guys just made my Thursday awesome, thank you very much.

Hello to never goodbye.

2010-10-31T15:11:00.008+08:00

God knows how much I missed hanging out with them. I've been always the shitty friend from time to time, but they never fail to tolerate and love me for who i am. We've been through so much and I love you all. Thank you for everything we've ever shared - moments, fights, laughs and everything else in between that make up our friendship :)

For the rest of my life.

2010-10-29T13:59:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm sorry about ditching you, Blogger. I'm back. Miss me? Secondary four life has officially ended. I am missing every single thing about school. The way principal greet us every morning. The silly faces me and my girlfriends always make when seeing each other. Not concentrating during Chemistry lessons. The previous drama module. Unexpectedly, homeworks too. Time flies so fast. All I want to do during the holidays, now, is spend time with my love ones.

I need a hug.

2010-10-19T16:17:00.006+08:00

I've tried my best to let go. But, I couldn't. You're still in my dreams. You're still the one I think about. You're still the one I wished for. I didn't know I could love someone this much. Although we've been far apart for 3+ months, my heart still beats for you. I loved you too much till I could not even let go. I know you still can't be bother about me. I know you know about me still in love with you. I still remember all those promises you've made. Are promises meant to be broken? I supposed so. With this tears rolling on my cheeks, thinking about the times we used to share. All I do now is sit and think about you. I agree to the point that, true love never dies.

Why the fuck am I typing all this bullshit? Nadia, you have to go. Your heart can't stand the pain anymore. Adil, I just want to say that I'm sorry. Maybe goodbye is the only way for you and me, for now.......

It's time.

2010-10-17T13:21:00.001+08:00

Lots of love and misses.

2010-10-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

I'll miss you all for sure. N levels are over. It's time for me to ditch my books and have fun with mates :)

The sky is the limit.

2010-10-06T12:55:00.004+08:00

No paper for today. Maths paper was tough. I scared I couldn't make it. Fat hope that paper two's gonna be much easier.

Another grandmother story.

2010-09-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

Dear dead diary, I missed you. Life's been great so far. But it would be much more better with him around. I've only a week left till N level starts again. I really really really really really really really need to start mugging from tomorrow onwards :(

She can't be the one that you want.

2010-09-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

We're like different stars.

2010-09-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

It's really hard trying to convince myself that you're not worth it, when I keep remembering all the times you've made me smile.

:(

2010-08-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

Fuck distance, be here now.

2010-08-20T11:36:00.004+08:00

Hi people! My blog is resting in peace. I suggest you should remove me from your favourite blog list. Hehehehe, like real only. My prelims is done and next stop will be GCE N Levels :O Yes, my jaw is on the floor now. Bye!!! I need to date with my books!!!

Meow.

2010-08-17T15:59:00.002+08:00

Buka with them at KFC last night for the first time. Frankly, I had fun. Guess what, the boys are younger but taller than me and Amira. Tsk, it's okay. I shall drink more milk aye. Haha. :)

I ain't no supergirl.

2010-08-11T06:22:00.002+08:00

Happy fasting everyone! ♥ During this holy month, I'm trying to change and get closer to god. Not forgetting saying goodbye to my tummy. Hehehehe, i'm off to school now! Toodles.

Sevensevensevenseven.

2010-08-07T12:59:00.007+08:00

Unfortunately, this wonderful Saturday wouldn't be the day I can spend time with you like we used-to. Now you are hurting me, indirectly. Why must you do this to me?

Sweetest sixteen!

2010-08-02T21:57:00.005+08:00

Thank you every one for the wishes. I really appreciate it. From the bottom of my heart, you guys sincerely made my day although my EL prelim was carried out earlier just now. Thank you once again. A proper update when I'm free. Goodnight, i love you.

I'm 16, and I need to move on.

Le sigh,

2010-07-25T08:31:00.005+08:00

Tell me why you're so hard to forget while it's easy for you to get over me. I should not waste my time thinking about you. I'm busy with studies.

You know I love you, still.

2010-07-12T19:07:00.003+08:00

Hi, my name is Nadia and I'm not a terrorist. As you can see, I'm really bored right now. Currently eating drumsticks for dinner. Mouth-watering you know! You want some? No, you can't maaaan! It's all mine. Kay, totally not me -.- Can't believe I've been practicing for Maths, slowly. Chey! What a good girl. I realized my appetite increase whenever I'm depressed. Ok, this is so weird!!!

My trust for you ends here my darling.

You know it's just too little too late.

2010-07-07T20:28:00.006+08:00

Had Ben&Jerry's after dinner. And do you notice? My cheeks... are just so fat. N Level oral tomorrow. I am so nervous. God, help me please. I hope I can do it pretty well. Amin. It's the seventh today. Yeah, nine monthsary gone just like that. You know, people change and feelings fade. This is life.

Alex, my son. I miss you <3

xxxxxxxxxiloveyoudawadwaddawd

2010-07-04T00:52:00.007+08:00

Germany won, and I was like 'I bet Hitler's gonna be so proud!' Anyway, it's 12:54am right now. I can't sleep, i keep wondering. Tears never fail to fall when I'm reading back our chat logs. I miss you although we're apart, you know?

Adil(L)Nadia says: i will stay by ur side till my last breathe.

Do you EVEN mean it?

Yes you do.

I'm already gone.

2010-06-29T01:25:00.006+08:00

It's good to see you smile again after so long. Letting go for now was the only choice, although I still keep you in my heart. 'No one else belongs here more than you' I promised. I need to have a relationship with my textbooks, notes and even teachers for now. Okay sound so wrong. I need them, I need to buck up. I don't want to go ITE, nor Higher-nitec. Sec five, I'm coming for you. Just a little bit much more practice, and I'm ready. I need to kick the habit of being bloody lazy. Not confident enough yet, but I know Allah will always be beside me. School is killing me but i rather get tortured now than later. Goodnight mates, it's already 1:29am. Revision time!

Where’s the promise you’ll love me no matter what?

2010-06-27T13:01:00.000+08:00